WHERE AM I HEADED?

TODAY FEELS LIKE ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE I'M DRAGGING AN ELEPHANT UP A STEEP HILL. THIS IS THE LIFE I HAVE CHOSEN. THIS IS THE ROAD I HAVE CHOSEN TO WALK ON SO I MUST BEAR THIS EMOTIONAL WEIGHT AND KEEP SMILING IF ONLY FOR THE SAKE OF MY DAUGHTER. SHE IS SO HAPPY AND CAREFREE I DON'T WANT TO BURDEN HER WITH MY EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE. THE GREAT THING ABOUT HAVING HER IN MY LIFE IS THAT WHEN I LOOK AT HER BEAUTIFUL FACE A SMILE APPEARS ON MINE AND MY HEART LIGHTENS UP IF ONLY FOR A FEW MOMENTS AT A TIME.

THE WHOLE CAREER THING IS CHALLENGING. DISAPPOINTMENTS ARE THE HARDEST TO SWALLOW, BEING PATIENT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE AND WORKING WITH PEOPLE WHO DO THINGS AT HALF STEAM INFURIATE ME. THIS WEEK 2 GIGS WERE CANCELLED AND ONE SEEMS TO BE DANGLING BETWEEN PURPOSEFUL AND DEBATABLE.

THE ABOVE PHOTO IS CALLED THREE LITTLE BIRDS. PERSPECTIVE IS THE PROMINENT ELEMENT IN THIS PHOTO. THEY ARE SITTING IN A TREE BUT NOT THE ACTUAL TREE, THEY ARE SITTING IN THE SHADOW OF THE TREE. THEY ARE SITTING IN A TREE EITHER WAY YOU LOOK AT IT. SO TODAY I AM SITTING IN THE SHADOW OF THE TREE KNOWING THAT I AM IN THE RIGHT PLACE EVEN THOUGH SOMETIMES THINGS SEEM OUT OF PLACE.

Poem for the day:
Various energies align with reciprocity invoking tangible recompense
Soft and bulbous is the succulent hour that parades in front of glossed and teary eyes
Brazen awakenings melt frozen unforgiveness
I am new today
Filled with perfection that is without pontification
Venerable and disguised as unknown
Poetry makes everything begin again!
kgr