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photo: self portrait-moodyso to say the least i have been -not in a funk- but just in a place where everything seems to be standing still...the bright spot today is that it is lulu's birthday...we are having a party next week when phil gets back into town...anyway the last couple of weeks have been wonderful in the sense that we have been able to travel and enjoy our summer...lulu is healthy and full of life...it's myself however that i am concerned with...my career...where i'm going...what the next chapter is...there have been many a time when life comes to a place where things are about to change and the unknown looms and i have been able to move through gracefully...and this time is no different - it just feels like this not knowing stuff is greater than any other time in my life...for the first time i can really and truly say "i have absolutely no idea what will happen or what i am supposed to be doing" the only thing that keeps me grounded is being a mother...i don't question that action at all...so that is what i continue to do with vigor...i mean i've been writing which is great...i wrote a new song and i really love it...and i am sure that is what i am supposed to be doing:) being a mother and writing...OMG :) i've just found resolution...i've just in this moment of writing realized that that is all i am supposed to be doing!!!
writing is a great excercise!!
peace and light
karen
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2 comments:
beautiful Karen. there is no higher calling than to be someones guide and source of unconditional love. being a mother is the ultimate gift, sacrifice, blessing, commitment and fun :) Happy life day to LuLu! enjoy the moments Karen. Thank you for the blessing of your words.
love, light & peace ~ gin
Hi Karen,
It's been a minute girl! I came across your page, one because I saw you cut your hair a while back! You look stunning! But I wondered why you cut it- especially since I cut my locks off some time ago.
Anyway, this blog really captured what I have been feeling for a while, and it was sooooo nice to see that someone else has been there and captured so honestly what the 'not knowing' feels like.
Thanks for sharing babe,
Erickka
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