Sunday, February 18, 2007

FINDING PROFUNDITY IN THE ORDINARY!


I woke up a little earlier than i normally do this morning but that's cool, i don't feel tired i feel pretty good. Things are moving slow, Sunday mornings are meant to keep pace with snails. I'm not in a very profound mood. I'm quietly deciding what mushy food to feed lulu and what time i should start getting ready to go out - we are going visiting this afternoon. I might try and stop by the Brooklyn Museum, I've been putting off a visit for one day too long. I watched some of the all star stuff like the dunking contest with my husband last night, not usually my cup of tea but lulu was asleep and i lay relaxed on the couch just absorbing an evening of family time - a beautiful concept.


I finally made a decision that I've been putting off, i cancelled all of my gigs coming up. There was one coming up on March 1st and i just felt in my gut that it wasn't going to be worth my while. I have a band of professional musicians to think about besides the fact that i am a mother now and everything i do has to be to somehow further what I'm doing. I've got to step up the game. I've got to step up to the plate. Sometimes not doing something helps more than hinders a situation. Bad sound, poor promotions etc don't make for a great combination. Anyway I've re-assessed some things and i feel stronger for it. I feel that i am on firmer ground, in my gut!!


So on this morning where i didn't feel all too profound, I've come up on something extremely and fundamentally profound. "FOLLOWING MY HEART ALWAYS MAKES FOR BETTER RELATIONS WITH MYSELF!" photo:simplicity
Poem for the day:
I wake every morning

With a physical mind

I wake every morning

With a continuous rhyme

I wake every morning

With a new journey to find

I wake every morning

With a brand new mountain to climb

I wake every morning

Letting go of time

I wake every morning

Letting go of what’s mine

I wake every morning

Letting go of what’s behind

I wake every morning

Letting go of straight lines

I wake every morning

With a new song to sing

I wake every morning

With a louder bell to ring

I wake every morning

With a new story to write

I wake every morning

With a brand new insight

I wake every morning

Being grateful for life

I wake every morning

Being a soul without strife

I wake every morning

Being simple and carefree

I wake every morning

Being as expansive as the sea

I wake every morning

Knowing that God is the ultimate light

I wake every morning

Knowing my choices are right

I wake every morning

Knowing the day will not last

I wake every morning

Knowing my past is my past

I wake every morning

Knowing I must face what I face

I wake every morning

Moving at my own pace

So I appreciate

my journey

Because

It’s never too late

To walk hand in hand with

my PERSONAL fate

kgr

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